I miss everything about it really.
I miss the practices and everything about them. Even all the running, all the sprints, all the scout team, all the things I couldn't wait to be done with, but now look back upon fondly.
I miss the bus rides to the game, the tension that built. It grew more and more as you got closer to the field and closer to game time. It built with every passing second, with every step toward the field.
I miss the feeling before the game out on the field. The music, the buzz in the stands, the crowd shuffling in.
I miss the cheerleaders and everyone in the stands, my family, my dad and my mom — just like yours she didn't know anything about the Xs and Os of the game, but they love us and they're there to cheer us whether we have splinters in our butts, are getting knocked down on them or scoring the game-winning touchdowns. I miss the feeling of knowing everyone was there to watch you and your team play and knowing that there were at least a few people, maybe even a special someone, who was there just for you.
I miss practicing and playing when I was hurt and feeling a sense of pride about it. Now, all the aches and pains just make me feel old.
Heck, I miss just how good water or an orange slice tasted at halftime.
I miss kickoffs, running full speed and hitting someone like they owed you money.
I miss blocking for my quarterback, yep, my quarterback, the guy you'd defend with your life, because that's what a good offensive lineman did.
I miss how good making a perfect tackle felt.
I miss the goofy kickers, my brothers on the line, the cocky wide receivers, the coach's kid, the hardnose running back, the hard-hitting linebacker. I miss them all.
I miss the wins and the losses. They shaped us all in one way or another.